Double-edged by Nyla K

Author:Nyla K [K, Nyla]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2022-03-06T18:30:00+00:00

21

TAUREN

Not anymore.

I used to sincerely think I was a good person. I’ve never committed any crimes. I pay my taxes, give to charity, help elderly people cross the street and volunteer at soup kitchens every Thanksgiving.

I tip more than twenty-five percent every time, no matter what happens.

I’ve always been a good guy.

Until tonight.

Not. Anymore.

I can no longer say I’m a good person. Because tonight I slept with my underage stepson. I cheated on my wife with a minor…

And I fucking loved it.

I’m my fucking father.

Maybe that’s the worst part. I can’t even try to pretend I wasn’t into it. It was the most amazing thing that’s ever happened to me. A zillion times better than that time in college.

And so now, not only can I not call myself a good guy, I can’t call myself straight either.

I’m not struggling with that part as much as the whole cheating on my wife with her son thing. Honestly, it was inevitable—the gay stuff. The amount of times I’ve fantasized about being with a guy… The amount of times I’ve jerked off remembering the night in college were staggering, and I was just waiting around for the other shoe to drop.

I just never expected it to be kicked off with my own stepson… Who’s half my age.

Holding my breath, I submerge myself in the cool water of our infinity pool. It’s heated, but still… It’s sort of chilly tonight. The lights illuminate rippling blue around me while I let myself sink, deeper and deeper, keeping myself under until my lungs burn with the need for air.

I’m not different. I’m not the savior… the hero my aunt told me I was.

I’m exactly the same as the man who shares half my DNA. The man I always thought there was no way I could become…

Finally, I push myself up out of the water, gasping for oxygen and sucking it into my lungs.

I burrow my face in my hands. What is wrong with me??

My wife leaves for a few hours and I fuck her son? That’s some real psycho shit.

If it was just about trying it with a guy again, I could have easily found someone else. But I didn’t. That has to mean something.

I don’t believe in coincidences. Everything happens for a reason. The building of my secret desires, Carla leaving this weekend… They have to be connected.

Cyrus’s crush versus my… needs.

My head springs up at the sound of footsteps, clunking outside. At first glance, I see Cyrus, and my heart leaps into my throat like the floor was just pulled out from under me.

But then I take a closer look. “Colson?”

He stops walking and stares at me. I can tell in the intensity of his glare, the scowl on his lips and burning frustration in his green eyes that it’s Colson. But what is he doing out here so late?

He continues to stand stock still for a moment, just glaring at me. And I’m growing nervous. The way he’s looking at me is… unnerving. It’s like he knows something.

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